Sick of all the sick

Seems like everyone's sick again....
Poor Harmony has that virus that I had the past 6 weeks. I hope she doesn't get the infections in her chest and head too. That was/is some awful shit going around!

Benson should be leaving for FL this week. Maria is gonna love this dog. I'm gonna be lost without him... I took this skinny 36 pound, beaten down, full grown German Shepherd and made him into a confident, big mouthed kid with a heart of gold! Last night he snuggled up as close as he could get to me. My belly to his back and stayed there all night. I felt that heart beat on my arm all through the night and it made me feel so safe knowing that if anything made a strange noise in the night, Ben's head would spring up and listen ever so close and try to figure out the noise, before he sounded the alarm, so as not to wake me up in case it was a false alarm. When I got up to go pee, he would follow me to the potty, wait for me and escort me back to bed, let me get settled back in, then hop back into his spot and snuggle back into me. He would kiss my hand a few times in that lil soft way of his, as if to tell me goodnight again and he would drift off to sleep, protecting me from the sounds of the night.
 Goodbye Ben...if I don't let you go now, before I get really sick, I'll never want to let you go and you'll never want to leave my side. (You don't want to leave me the way it is now). It's time we part ways and for you to start a new life buddy...... I'll miss you more than you'll ever know.

Today I can't feel my legs from the knees down. I can feel the insides,, feels all tingly like they fell asleep, just can't  feel the outsides. This PN stuff is very weird shit and I'm not liking it one bit. I stepped on a needle and didn't know it 'til I sat down with my leg crossed under me and poked myself with the other end of it in my opposite thigh! I gotta watch this shit, I could get a serious infection and not even know it! My feet feel like I'm walking on burning hot golf balls again today and my hands don't wanna work. Poor Harmony tried to paint my fingernails a dark purple and my hands were shaking so bad that she asked Papa where the duct tape was so she could tape my hands to the kitchen table ! LOL I had so much polish on my left hand that it was dripping off but she insisted that it was just fine and I didn't know what I was talking about!....then she put on another coat!! OMG my hands are trashed! Yes, I left it on and yes, I wore this dark purple shit on my hands when I took Ben to the vet today! They were impressed that I left it on my hands! I was impressed that I wasn't stuck to the wall in my kitchen! LMAO Harm says she'll fix it for me tomorrow....To tell you the truth...I'm kinda scared...